Bi, you da lama tak amek gambar dgn i.. amek pun tak senyum. Patut you yg tanya soalan tuh kat diri you.. yg selalu amek gambar kita kan u.. bukan i. Mmmm.. Betul jugak eh. ok, sekarang jugak kita amek gambar! Heee.. Happy anniversary abangku sayang.. Im so happy with you.
1 year and 2 months
Saturday, September 3, 2011, it's 9:17 AM.
Saturday, August 13, 2011, it's 10:33 AM.
I love it when we could read each other minds.
I love it when we laughed about the same thing without telling each other what was it initially.
I love it how he acted like me and said the words I would probably do.
I love him, so so so much.
Period.
The other day, I had this stupid dream. I dreamt that my ex get back together with me. And I was suppose to be happy because that was what I ever wanted. But I didn't. Because I don't love him anymore.
When I woke up, I'm glad that it was a dream. And I realized that I had let go of the past and accepting the present. Alhamdulillah.
I'm glad I got over it, after all these years. Grrr.. What a waste of time.
I love it when we laughed about the same thing without telling each other what was it initially.
I love it how he acted like me and said the words I would probably do.
I love him, so so so much.
Period.
The other day, I had this stupid dream. I dreamt that my ex get back together with me. And I was suppose to be happy because that was what I ever wanted. But I didn't. Because I don't love him anymore.
When I woke up, I'm glad that it was a dream. And I realized that I had let go of the past and accepting the present. Alhamdulillah.
I'm glad I got over it, after all these years. Grrr.. What a waste of time.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011, it's 9:22 AM.
Alhamdulillah.. Im happy.
=)
Thank you people for being there in my life.
Thank you my Love, for you have been praising me endlessly. And my love of language is words of affirmation. It feels nice to listen on how you would tell, what a great teacher I am..
Thank you for building the confidence.. Never once, telling me that I could not do it.
I know we are not the perfect ideal couple.. We have flaws and our own ups and downs, mood swings, etc.
Well, love is not sweet all the time.
But I thank Allah and thank you, for making us pull through until now.
Our relationship has matured now.. We both know our strengths and weaknesses. The bickering we had, it didnt take that much long to settle it out.
I hope whatever we have planned, it will go smoothly. Amin.
P/s, I love you. =)
=)
Thank you people for being there in my life.
Thank you my Love, for you have been praising me endlessly. And my love of language is words of affirmation. It feels nice to listen on how you would tell, what a great teacher I am..
Thank you for building the confidence.. Never once, telling me that I could not do it.
I know we are not the perfect ideal couple.. We have flaws and our own ups and downs, mood swings, etc.
Well, love is not sweet all the time.
But I thank Allah and thank you, for making us pull through until now.
Our relationship has matured now.. We both know our strengths and weaknesses. The bickering we had, it didnt take that much long to settle it out.
I hope whatever we have planned, it will go smoothly. Amin.
P/s, I love you. =)
Monday, April 18, 2011, it's 6:38 AM.
Pleaseeee tell me I don't look like 25???
Okay fine! Acting cute doesn't help! *SHRUGS* Hehehehe... Kidding.
You know.. I really feel like I am getting old.. Haha. Well of course! For goodness sake, I am going to be mid-twenty this year..
There are things that I am forcing myself to change. I keep telling myself, Rahimah.. You are not young anymore.. You have to be wiser.
It's like turning 25, you have another person inside you that keep reminding you to think twice before doing anything... Hee.. Isn't it weird? ;)
It was one year ago, I was still listening to those hip song. And suddenly I feel out of place listening to my own mp3 now. Funny. Funny. :)
People changed...
Moving on.
Thursday, April 14, 2011, it's 7:01 AM.
~Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over agaiiiin....~
Razlie surprised me with a watch the other day... I was just so touched that I cried! :') Because it was an extra money he got from his boss and he used it all up just for that... Awwww... Sweet kaan?? Hehehe...
I was speechless... And I realized there are things that I have been taking things for granted. Like how tired he was on his off day but still meeting me, sending me to doctor when I am sick, meet me even though it was raining.. And tried to include me in his life that much... And the list goes on. :)
I love you Bi. This is the sweetest anniversary that I had with you..
I don't want to take someone for granted again... And alhamdulillah, I am glad He makes me realized fast enough not to make the same mistakes again...
Moving on.
Friday, March 18, 2011, it's 11:14 AM.
~Regardless of race, language or religion.~
Yah right.
And I still couldn't understand why there are Malays siding him.
When he prefers us Malay to disregard the halal and haram.
When we are accused of not being able to integrate in the community.
Forgive me if I am wrong... But when you are looking for a job, just look at the newspaper..
Ooohhh.. Bilingual. WOW. Erkz.. Mandarin and English..?
So who is unable to integrate in the community now?
Grrrr..... Life is so unfair. Living in Singapore, make it worst.
I hate my country. I am so sick of this busy life, stressing me, the mrt is soo crowded.. With banglas, China people with no sense of courtesy and other foreign workers... Where we work so hard like what just to make the government rich!
This is where I belong? Screw that.
No, I can't move on from this.
Yah right.
And I still couldn't understand why there are Malays siding him.
When he prefers us Malay to disregard the halal and haram.
When we are accused of not being able to integrate in the community.
Forgive me if I am wrong... But when you are looking for a job, just look at the newspaper..
Ooohhh.. Bilingual. WOW. Erkz.. Mandarin and English..?
So who is unable to integrate in the community now?
Grrrr..... Life is so unfair. Living in Singapore, make it worst.
I hate my country. I am so sick of this busy life, stressing me, the mrt is soo crowded.. With banglas, China people with no sense of courtesy and other foreign workers... Where we work so hard like what just to make the government rich!
This is where I belong? Screw that.
No, I can't move on from this.
Thursday, March 10, 2011, it's 6:11 AM.
HAPPY MOOD!!!! :)
And I'm not sure why.
It must have been love.
;P
And I'm not sure why.
It must have been love.
;P
Wednesday, March 9, 2011, it's 6:48 AM.
~Antal hadi antal haq.. Laisal hadi illahu...~
Kadang kala bila kita tidak dapat apa yang kita nak, memang menghampakan...
Tetapi, sesungguhnya... Dia lebih mengetahui. :)
Kadang kala bila kita tidak dapat apa yang kita nak, memang menghampakan...
Tetapi, sesungguhnya... Dia lebih mengetahui. :)
Monday, March 7, 2011, it's 5:25 AM.
~Stay the Same..~
When she replied my message on facebook, I felt like over the moon. It feels nice to have someone like you in my life. I miss her so much. We will be meeting again, God knows when. :)
I baked that. It was superb, he loved it. Well, it was instant by the way. Just mixed everything up. Nevertheless, I'm proud of myself! *pats on the back* ;)
When she replied my message on facebook, I felt like over the moon. It feels nice to have someone like you in my life. I miss her so much. We will be meeting again, God knows when. :)
I baked that. It was superb, he loved it. Well, it was instant by the way. Just mixed everything up. Nevertheless, I'm proud of myself! *pats on the back* ;)
Lately, my confidence is not that good. Been having low self-esteem lately. Some days, I just hate to see myself on the mirror. Kept telling myself I look good, though most of the times.. It doesn't works.
HEH. Hence I dedicate this song to myself. Heeeeee....
~I wish I could move on that fast like you...~
Thursday, March 3, 2011, it's 1:11 AM.
He was working the whole night, tired and went for his driving license. Weather was unkind, it was very hot and I was.. errr.. late for like almost half and hour.
Could see he was frustrated especially with the long hot walk to IMM since there was a construction going on..
I started the conversation and it went on smoothly. He even apologized and told me, kepala dia tengah bengal and he was very tired. On top of that, he teased me saying, "Oh sayang I lambat sebab nak berdandan untuk I eeehhh..??? Thank youu..."
I know this is a small thing.. Or maybe even nothing to some. I guess I felt bad because I was late but he ended up apologizing instead. Well.. I guess in some ways, I'm proud of him. :)
It's going to be 8 months tomorrow. Time flies. Really.
Ya Allah, I hope he is the right guy for me and our love will be eternally. Amin...
Could see he was frustrated especially with the long hot walk to IMM since there was a construction going on..
I started the conversation and it went on smoothly. He even apologized and told me, kepala dia tengah bengal and he was very tired. On top of that, he teased me saying, "Oh sayang I lambat sebab nak berdandan untuk I eeehhh..??? Thank youu..."
I know this is a small thing.. Or maybe even nothing to some. I guess I felt bad because I was late but he ended up apologizing instead. Well.. I guess in some ways, I'm proud of him. :)
It's going to be 8 months tomorrow. Time flies. Really.
Ya Allah, I hope he is the right guy for me and our love will be eternally. Amin...
On the side note, I miss Fairuz badly. Being pregnant, I think she must have been busy. I'm not sure why but I could not sms her malaysian number. I hope she is alright.
You know... When I saw Kak Seet profile, I wonder whether things are going to be the same again? Can we lepak like we used too.. Can I call her and have a chat..?
I hardly even meet my other friends too. I used to meet them on weekdays quite easily but lately, I've been turned down from them quite a lot of times... I guess each one of us has our own lives to run. :) HEH. Part of growing up, I assume. I miss Kenturdekz. Can't wait for KL!!
Okay now...
BACK TO ASSIGNMENT. DATE DUE IS TOMORROW!!!! FOCUSSS!!!
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